Lapis Lazuli

Your eyes,
blue
as a mirror of the universe,
hypnotize me,
sparking and igniting
cold flames
inside of my burning body;

They freeze,
not only my flesh and bones,
but also my soul.
Once an ocean of desires
and now a frozen pond.
Lost in nowhere,
found in everywhere.

I am motionless.
My heart
lacks of strength
to fight
against the undeniable truth
that I,
no more myself, am
unconditionally attached to you.

I am sad.

I love you.

Steven, The Deluded (S.E.)